you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Wednesday, April 9, 2008, 12:20 AM

Its only been hours since b went to tekong and im already going nuts as i didn't hear his voice for today. And yea, i'll have to withstand this till saturday morning and thats when he'll be back! Heh. Simply can't wait for your return. I just hate it when u have to go tekong for training. Train kat camp u je tak bley ey? Haha. Miss you baby. Aniways, the msgs yesterday, AWWWWWWWWWWWWW. How sweeet. Hehe. Yea, honestly, we were quarelling about who loves who more. And he insisted that he loves more than i do. Hahaha. So Kiyooot. Apape ey b. Suke hati bebeh.

And of cos, my gembeng husband, cried again. As usual. Whenever we're apart and can't contact one another, he'll start. And that gives me the urge to start too. LOL. Gile ey kita. Tapi macam sweet gitu kan. Tol tak? Hahaha. Love² you pa.

So today, off day and babyboy ryan had immunisation. So, went off to polyclinic with mum, dad & babygirl. U guys should hear how he screamed when the nurse injected him. He went hysterical as he was really sleepy already. Hahs. So cute. And the sister, the nick which mum gave her, "dora, the explorer" really suited her as she was walking all around the clinic as always. She'll comb the whole area and will repeat it again and again. How cute. Hahaha.

After poly, we headed to tampines mall and had long john silver. How i miss the food there. The last time i ate long john was when i was 8 months pregnant with babyboy and that was like 5 months ago. LOL.

Oh, saw a guy in army uniform with his back facing me, and it really looked alot like b from far. His figure and the way he walk. I was really focusing on him waiting for him to turn around cos i really am gonna kill b if that was him cos he's suppose to be in camp. And so when he did, thankfully, it was not him but it was.....farid the ex. hahahaha. yea b and him have quite a few similiarities. Even their voices. But b is 10 times better looking than him seriously. Its a fact, not that im critisicizing him just cos he's my ex but its true. Haha. I remember when b just kenal² with me, we were talking on the phone for the first time and i called farid just to make sure its not engage and its not him talking to me on the phone and playing a prank on me. And its becos, their voice sounded exactly the same. LOL.

Okey, i think im gaining weight which im not sure of. Not that i care much or whatever cos b hasn't said a thing and he usually does if he finds something different with me. Well, maybe im just missing the post pregnancy figure. I LOVEEEEEE it everytime after i give birth. When im still dalam hari. U noe, cos of the urut and the bengkung and stuff, it was such a difference compared to my normal figure. Yea i love the post pregnancy stuff but pls ey, not the giving birth. I dun love that. Hahaha. Saket oiiii. And yea, the slim figure didn't stay too long cos i was too clever and stopped wearing all the bengkung and corset. Idiotic nana. Hahaha.

Well, its okey though. As long as b loves me for who and what i am. Cos if he doesn't, im gonna punch him in the face. LOL.

Okay so, tomorrow im working and i have to send babygirl to the in laws before that.
Plain lazy to do so but its a must as i have promised. Best nyerrr nana. Hahah.

Allright, i sense my english improving or is it just me daydreaming?
Since graduating from sec school, my english sucks to the core. And yea im supposed to be good at it. But the lack of practice and talking to less non malays is pulling me down.
But im hoping to get back on track. Hahahaha.
Wish me luck bley? Oke karot. LOL.

K i gotta run. Will update soon lovelies.
Love ya guys. Goodnight (: