you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Monday, May 31, 2010, 5:27 AM

In life you need one thing to survive.

Its simply the ability to realize shit happens.

You step in it, you accept it, you get the fuck over it, and you keep walking.


I can totally relate to the quote above right now.
Moving on is like, the best thing to do.
No doubt, its hard. But like i'd said, this is my fight. And i'll fight till i've achieved success and happiness.

Whats done cannot be undone.
I can only hope and pray things will get better.
With the help of my loved ones, hopefully my willpower will increase and grow stronger.
These past few days i've been told im not the one at the losing end.
I was told, i was not to blame and i have every right to live my life the way i think i should.
That is, to fill it with love & joy. Pain is no doubt, parts & parcel of life.
Therefore, i've got to stand on my own 2 feet and look ahead.

Im one strong girl, i'll survive.
I've survived 6 years of this, i should be able to endure this one.
True much?
Thanks to my loved ones, i've got the strength to overcome this.

And to you, i love you so very much. As i always had.
I know it hurts you as well. You loved me wholeheartedly.
I know, your love has never wavered. Not an inch.
But i've got to learn. I've got to teach u a thing or two.
I've learnt about survival, and u should too.
People see you betraying, thinking your love has never matched mine.
But only i know you. Only i know the REAL you.
You've ever only cried for me, noone else.
That, i gotta take some credit.
I was the only one who managed to make u cry.
You bet im proud!

So lets start a new chapter.
Lets build this new relationship on a whole new level.
I don't wanna lose what we have built this far.
You are my love, my superstar.