you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Saturday, August 8, 2009, 2:00 AM


I'll Be Your Sunshine, You Can Be Mine.



Hey all!
Just a quick update.
Huns was supposed to be back tonight but yeah somethin else came up.
And so he had to stay in camp and im freaking bored!
Its been 2 weeks since i last saw him and i was damn elated when he said he was coming home.
Then this had to happen. Was expecting loads of cuddles you know, im craving for some love. Tough luck for that now. LOL.

Oh wells, guess i'll just have to wait till noon. He'll be back and we'll have a family outing with the kids. Been a while since we had sucha outing. I just love seeing my kids smile once they step out of the house. Well darlings, im as relieved as you are oke. Life has been nothing but work work work, home home home. To and fro. And people still have the cheek to ask why do i look so depressed. Haha. So yeah, we'll have a great family day tomorrow(hopefully).

Hmmmm...Sunday. We're goin to catch the fireworks but we've not chosen the place. Thought of goin east coast just like last year but then i want more thrills. Was thinking marina barrage but i worry about the crowd since im bringin my two babies. Haiyo, leceh hor. Must plan somemore.

And oh, im in a confused state right now. Haizzz. Next year...Im thinking of working full time elsewhere. Retail Again maybe? Just so i can earn much much more and send the kids to a childcare centre. I don't want to burden mom anymore. You see, as an admin/account assistant you really don't earn much. I loved the salary when i was in retail. Walau. Very pening. And then i thought of childcare. I just don't really trust them. I don't want my kids to fall into the wrong hands. I want them to get as much love as i did. I heard childcare, they don't really give a hoot about the kids. Well, they're just doing their job, looking after them that is. But what happens if my kids needs cuddling once in a while? what if they cry? Will they comfort them? Will they do anything to soothe them? Goodness. It really worries  me. And if im in retail, i know the working hours are much much longer. So i won't get to see the kids as often as i wish to. So how how how? Damn am i paranoid !!!!