you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Saturday, May 16, 2009, 1:32 AM



You've Proved Your Point, Okay I get it, And Yes I'll Try,
Try To Forget It.You Cut Me So Deep.
Never Thought You Wouldn't Want Me There.
You've Become A Stranger.
I can see, and im sure you can too. We're drifting apart. Wayy far apart.
Love & passion has lessen. I don't know what i should do. And im sure neither do you.

Suddenly after that evening row we had, i began to see things differently.
I no longer sit and laze around, anxiously waiting for your calls & your text anymore.
I've learned in the last few days, that when you really don't expect or think too much about something, it doesn't hurt. So now im over it. I don't feel mad when i see nothing on the screen. Im much happier, i can focus on my job. I figured it out. Why waste my time? Since you don't find me important enough to tell me anything, why should i chase after you? Why should i be the one wondering where you are, are you okay, whether anything happened? Easy said, im sick of it. Fed up. I don't want to always be the first to text, to call, to ask, to expect an answer. You, as a husband should be responsible. Use your bloody initiative to inform us.

Now when i don't text or call, you start sending all these messages. I know. Yes, im very soft hearted. And im sure you assumed i'll be forgiving as usual. As always. So there. You're taking me for granted again.

Although this time, im not gonna be taken for a fool. You messed this up, you do the cleaning. You're cunning. Im sure you'll think of many ways to solve this shit.

Aniways, all i asked for is, AN UPDATE. Now & then.

I don't want you to tell me that you're at cgh for appointment. Then suddenly at camp, then no texts no calls. And then out of sudden, the next evening you text saying you're at jurong island. WTF la ramadhan!


ps: pc just recovered. i'll reply to your tags asap. love you all! (: