you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Tuesday, November 18, 2008, 12:09 AM

Its 12.10am of 18 november 2008..
So what??

What else?? Today marks our 4 years and 4 months since we've been together..

Sayang, i thank youu for the sweetest msg ever, i can see its genuine, that youu really mean it...
But what youu asked of me, that may be a bit hard..I'll try, i'll try very hard..I assure youu..
And yes, i'll always be YOUR nana...Insyaallah no matter what happens...Once again, thanks for being the best that youu could ever be..Old habits are hard to die..But sometimes i'd wish u'd just try a lil bit harder..I provided everything youu needed...I welcomed youu into my head, heart and into my bed...Sometimes what i would really like is just, a lil bit of appreciation coming from your part..

I understand that true love never runs smooth..But im sure as hell it isn't suppose to hurt as much as i've had every two to three weeks..

Youu know you've got to learn to appreciate..Cos sometimes, when we've tried so hard and nothing changes, we'll just want to stop fighting and trying.....

I know your a great husband, yes you've never pushed aside your responsibilities..
But im very sure you know what this is leading to..That old annoying habit of yours which i'd rather not disclose here..

Once youu asked me, whether your love was never enoughh? Yes sweetie, just love ain't gonna make it work..

Still, You gave me love..Never ending love..You gave me security..You cared for me in more ways than one..Youu loved me despite my flaws..And i love you for that, so very much..

Your special to me in more ways than one sweetheart..I loved you once, i love youu still and i always will...I love the way we throw vulgarities at one another while knowing we'll only end up laughing it off..Its cute sometimes, how we can argue and laugh at the same time..That's just how our love story goes...And of course its cute when i've got the power..When just one word from me, causes your eyes to sting and tears to well up in those beautiful brown eyes of yours..
And so sometimes, somehow, because of this sweet little things, i just know that what we have is real...And nothing else could be even more beautiful than our love..

And so i end my entry here..
Specially dedicated to my dearest dandan...Sincerely from my heart, that's full of love, just for youu..