you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

CUPCAKE(S) DROPPIN BY



My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Wednesday, June 4, 2008, 11:45 PM

My Back Hurts Like Hell.
Maybe I Really Should Go For A Check Up.
Everytime I Bend, There's A Sharp Pain At My Spine Which Lasted Only A Second.
Maybe Its Due To Carryin Heavy Cartons At Work.
Beats Me. I Dunno What To Do. I Dunno Anythin.

I've Been Cryin. And Its Not Hubby This Time.
Its Granny ( Yet, Again. I Know. ) & Work.
Never Knew She Wud Agitate Me Enough For Me To Cry. But Yea, It Happened.
Simple Words, Yet It Hurts Like Hell.
And Im Thinking Of Quittin My Job. Look For Another.
But I Ain't Got The Time & I Need The Money Still.
Im Feelin Hopeless.

My Children Are The Only One I Laugh With.
Find My Happiness With, Though Its Never Long Enough.
Well Im Referrin To Our Happy Moments.

There Must Be Somethin Wrong.
Even If I've Done Everythin Im Supposed To Do.
There Will Always Be Something Else Left That I Hadn't.
And Of Cos, She Picked The Slightest Mistake I Made And Proceed To Bombard Me With Hurtful Words.
Did Anyone Ever Said Thanks? No. When U Do Nothin, They Will Start. And When U Do Somethin, They'll Ignore. Not Even A Response. WTF?

Hunnie Doesn't Care Enough I Guess.
He Never Answers Enough When I Confide In Him.
Maybe He Thinks Its Just Somethin Trivial.
Well, It Is. Just That At Some Point I Break Down And Wished I Was Somewhere Far Away From Home. From Everyone.

Please Make Me Stronger.