you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe
RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids.
I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.
CUPCAKE(S) DROPPIN BY
My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 11:51 AM
Just Hours From Now, I'll Be Holding Hunnie.
Kissing & Hugging Him Like I've Not Seen Him In 10 Years.
Hahaha.
Only God Knows How Much I Miss Him.
Well, Currently Texting Him Now, He Just Asked Where Im Meeting Him.
I Replied I Dunno, And He Has Not Replied.
B, If U Really Want Me To Go, I'll Go.
Honestly.
Errrrr....But If Can, Takya Laa.
Woodlands Interchange Oke Pe.
Hahaha.
Lambat Nyerrrr B Reply...Haiyooo..
Actually Kan, I Dunno What Im Supposed To Blog About.
Simply Nothin.
Guess Im Just Tired Of Blogging.
Guess Im Just Tired Of Blogging.
Or Maybe, Just Simply Tired.
I Work, I Go Home, Im Tired, I Have Dinner, I Entertain My 2 Children & Watch Tv At The Same Time. I Wait For Them To Fall Asleep. But Most Of The Time, I Fell Asleep Too.
& There's Just No Time To Update.
It Seems Like I Have No Life. LOL.
I Miss My Girls & I Really Very Much Want To Meet Them.
But When I Finally Get My Pay, I Decided Not To.
Cos Im Afraid That I'll Overspend.
U Noe U Will When Ur Out With Your Girlfriends.
I Need My Money. I Know. For Our Family And So On.
So Im Afraid To Take Chances.
Im Afraid I'll Indulge In Retail Therapy Since Im Always Stressed Out.
Haizzzz.
Help! I Need More MONEY.
The Pay's Definitely Never Enough.
HOW?
And U Know, I Simply Can't Wait To Have Our Own House.
Where I'll Be Free To Do Anythin I Want Without Anyone Nagging & Telling Me To Do This & Do That.
RIMAS LAAAAAAA!
I Love Staying At My House.
I Have The Comp.
I Have The Tv All To Myself.
I Have My Stuffs.
Its Easy If I Dun Have Money Cos Dad Still Dun Mind Givin Me Some.
But Then, I Feel Very Uncomfortable With Grandma Aroun.
I Hate Being Nagged At.
Its Like, Da balek Keje..Makan..Baring..Tuh Jer..
Like Hello! Im Friggin Tired Oke.
I Wake Up Like 3 Times At Night To Feed My Son & Then Wake Up At About 7am Every Morning Cos He Has Already Waken Up, I Bathe Him & His Sis, Feed Them.
Have Breakfast, Get Dressed & Off To Work.
Everyday, This Is My Routine.
Tell Me, Should I Not Be Tired????
& If Im Off, And Mum Says I Can Go Out, Grandma Still Nags!
Urggggghhhh.
Whereas At My In laws,
My Sis In Laws & Mun In Law Always Helps Me To Look After The Kids.
I Dun Need To Do Everything Myself.
I Can Go Out & Come Home Anytime I Want.
More Freedom Laa Kira.
But Then, My Mum In Law Tends To Teach Me How To Look After My Own Children.
And I Hate That!
She Will Ask Me To Cut Their Hair Cos Its Long Laa & Whatever When I Dun Want To. Cos I Like It That Way.
She Will Ask Me To Feed Them The Way She Likes It.
Then Sumore, The Stuffs She Apply On Them When They Cry..Haiyooo..
Oke Senang Cakap, She Wants Me To Treat Them The Way She Treats Her Children.
Its Like, Dulu Mak Slalu Anuh Anak Mak Macam Gini..
U Noe Im Not Being Rude Laa..But Then, That Was Years Ago.....
Budak Zaman Dulu & Skarang Different..
She Never Gives Me The Chance To Bring Them Up My Way..
Haizzzz...
What The Friggin Fuck ??!
Oke, Maybe Im Overreacting.
But I Can't Stand All This People Who Look At Me & Treats Me Like Im Some Kid.
B..I Need You Here With Me..
Everyone's Driving Me Crazy.
Even The Colleagues At Work..
Hmmmmms..
Oke Laa.
Im Just Gettin More Pissed While Updating.
Guess I'll End Here.
I Need My Girlfriends!
And Ouh, Here's Some Pics.
(:
Its Time To Bond.
As You Can See, Esha Loves Her Brother More Than Anything.
Prolly More Than She Loves Us, Her Parents & Especially Me, Her Mother..
Who GAVE BIRTH To Her. Tell Me About Unfair.
LOL.