you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Tuesday, March 11, 2008, 10:43 PM

B didn't call and text me today. Wonder why?
Tenga busy prepare for tomorrow's POP kot. Takpe laa b.
Will meet u soon k sochai? Haha. That's what i call him now. LOL.

U know,
I seriously hate his friends to the core now.
Especially the ones that i treat like brothers.
The ones that i usually trust.
Now, just hearing their names makes my blood boil.
Hahaha.
Breach of trust kan. Ceh. Haha. Babi korang. Korang seme macam sial. Aku malas nak baik² lagik ngan korang. Two faced shittos.
Besar kan sangat si madhan kan. Cover² pantat dia right. Apape ahh eyy.

I may seem oke. Tapi, ader pegi ader balekk laa b.
Tengok jerrr. Ye, im back to being nice with cha.
But u just wait and see. Hahaha.

Sometimes i wonder why im just not strong enough.
Not strong enough to let go before it's too late.
Why didn't i let go of him in the first place?
Why did i choose to tolerate his shits till things came to this stage?
If Only......
If only i was strong enoughhhh..I may be happier now..
Hmmmmmmmmmsssss......

I noe its too late to have regrets..
I gotta stay strong and move on..
I have two beautiful children who i love so much..
Its a pity the father didn't appreciate my love for him..
Cos u noe why? He knows, no matter what, i'll always stick with him cos i love him too much.
If only i'd prove him wrong last time..but its too late..

Still, I know he loves me much more than i love him.
That's the thing that i can't understand.
Our relationship has proven that his love is true.
But i dunno why he still can do all that behind my back.
Haizzzz. MEN.

*9 More Days People! Hahaha*