you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Friday, February 29, 2008, 10:10 PM

Hey Babies.
Im Sorry For The Lack Of Updates.
Been Having A Tough Time With Hubby. Seriously.
My Mind's Not Right. So Is My Heart. I Nearly Made A Decision That I May Regret.
Then Again, Maybe I'll Not. But Im Stayin Strong For My Kids. I Love Them More Than Life.
Im Doing All These For You Two My Love.

Hubby, I Know It Was The Past & That It Happened Before Our Marriage.
Still, I Was With You. Always Have Been. This Was The One Thing I Feared The Most During Our Courtship. And Yes, It Happened. Im So Dissapointed In You. For The First Time Throughout This Four Years, I Felt Nothing But Hatred For You. Yes. No Love. Only Hate. I Dun Mind Not Seeing You For Weeks. In Fact, I Dun Even Care. And I Know, It Hurts You So Much To Know That I Didn't Miss You After Two Weeks Of Not Seeing You. But What Can I Do? I Just Felt That Way. & Despite Me Knowing The Truth, U Still Won't Admit It. What Are You Trying To Prove?

But So Far, We're Okay Now. Im Trying To Gain Back The Love That I Once Had For You.
I've Yet To Forgive U. And I Doubt I Ever Will. Give Me Time. Lets Make This Work.

Maybe...This Is Just What Obstacle/Dugaan Is Like. Just Like Gegerl Advised Me Before We Got Married. " Be Ready, Cos God Will Give Lots Of Dugaan.." I Understand That Now My Dear..Thank Euuu..

Looking Forward To See You Tomorrow. Cos Maybe, All We Need Is Each Other After All.
I Dunno Why. But Even Though Ur The One Who Caused This Suffering, I Still Want You To Be The One Who Comfort Me When I Break Down & Cry. & Yes. CRYING. That Is What I've Been Doing Everyday Since Last 2 Weeks. Even Though I Seem Happy When I Call, Chat & Sms With My Friends & U. I Still Cry...Every Single Day..

Insyaallah, I'll Be Given The Strength To Forget This & Move On With You.
We've Been So Happy Since We Were Married. & This Had To Happen. I Had To Find Out What U Did During Our Courtship. Urggggghh.

May This Work. Pleasssseeee.

I'll Update Again Soon. (: