you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Sunday, February 10, 2008, 10:36 PM

Baby just called me from camp. yes, its our last conversation before he goes off to tekong for eight days. we can only contact net monday.

and let me tell u, he's crying. and he admits he has been since he left home.

him : u ngah uatpe? da makan?
me : da sayang. u?
him : belom. takde makan ah u.
me : oh oke. kesian nyerr.
him : b i tak tau nape i macam nak nangis sia.
me : nape u..takmo laa macam gini..u kan strong..sejak bila u gini..
him : tapi ni lain sey u..u takde ngan i..tiga minggu..i tak dpt contact u dengar suara u for eight days.
( And He Starts Breaking Down.....Awwww... )
me : ala u takmo laa gini..i tau laa the separation rabak..but u have to do this kan..nanti cepatje b da alek kan..
him : 8 hari tau u..8 hari tak cepat..
me : i tau sayang..
( I Admit. I Suck At Pujok - ing. Haha. )
him : da la besok kene bangun kol 4.45.. macam sial kan..
me : ah then gi tido laa..kan nanti penat..
him : taknak..i nak berbual ngan u..confirm malam ni pon i tak bley tido..u jangan nakal2 tau kat luar..jangan gatal2..tau?
me : yer syg..i tau..i ungu u alek oke..
him : oke laa. i nak letak. ppaid daa low. i nak u msg i panjang2. i nak bace for the last time before i kasi hp alek. i nak bace sebelom the eight days.
me : oke sayang..i will..
him : oke..i love you..i will miss u so much..muacks.
me : oke..me too..i love you..muacks..

hmmmms..and all this while when we were talking, he was crying..
haizzz..guess the soft side that he hid all along..through these years, has finally showed up..
b, stop acting macho oke. i know u've always put up a brave front everytime there's something wrong or sad. but i noe, u do have a soft spot within u. even softer than mine..i love you oke..
this week has been a truly emotional week for us. dun mind the mushy updates. taknak baca pon takpe. tak paksa. hehe. im just pouring my heart out..online diary katekan..hehe..

i'll be missing u baby.....