you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Thursday, January 3, 2008, 10:18 PM

baby just called me.
and awwww, for the first time ever, he admits that he's pining for me. LOL.
how terharuuuuu oiiii. susa oii nak dengar dia mengaku. happy laa oii. hahahaha.
he wants me beside him and yeay! he tak jadi nak sign on after ord. the separation is too much he says. ahaha. now u know ey! baru sedar kita ni important untuk dia! ok this is the advantage of ns. i love ns! hahahaha.

first few weeks there, he wasn't like this. now then he starts, after i tried so hard to stay strong without him by my side. and now, he ruins it all and made me break down with his messages. kanina kan this one! LOL. i love you boy. ey sory, man ey? haha. sial sial. hmmmmmmmmm.

baby, stay strong there laa. whats hurting you is hurting me too. being apart, was never easy. it still ain't easy now. we have to learn to let go. its only a few days. we'll see each other every weekend right? i know you. you're usually like this when your ill. da biasa dimanjakan right? ahaha. when your ill, everything else suddenly dissapears and u only see ME right? thats you. ahaha. so take care of yourself and you will be okay in 1 or 2 days oke. and pleaseeeeeeee i dun have anyone else out here laa. there's only YOU. stop assuming alright. you know you make me smile when your not even trying and i love you with all my heart.

One more thing darling,
admit it, your a mess without me.
ain't i right? LOL.

we'll meet on saturday! yeaaa. hahaha. and babyboy is prolly coming back this weekend. hopefully he does come back. i'll be so happy. ok stop with the babyboy, we shall call him...ryan..(pronounced as ree-yan)..esha will be so happy to have her dedek home. yeah thats what she calls him..dedek..ahaha..u can say adek thousand times to her, but she will still say dedek..LOL. oke laa. nak tido lerr. heh. goodnight sayangs!!