you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Friday, August 3, 2007, 11:01 PM

Thank you everyone for the encouragement.
Really appreciate it.
Love you all (:


im thinking of moving to wordpress.
its much much better for those who wants privacy.
the templates are dull though.
can't use edited or self made ones.
what a pity.
maybe i'll use that. just maybe.
or maybe it'll be open only to people close to me.
we'll see.


and oh, if you were wondering, we are okey now.
but those insecurities are still kept within me.
i chose not to drag it furthur. i know he needs me as much as i need him.
this is love. if its smooth all the time, its not love.
besides, like gegerl said, this is all the obstacles one has before marriage.
thanks alot. im sure u understand what im going through.
aniways, many warned me of this before. but i didn't know it will be as stressful and heartbreaking as this. LOL.
serves me right for not being ready.
and so, we did go out as we planned yesterday.
i've my shoe already. thanks to him for choosin it for me.
i was so indecisive. thanks hun.


tomorrow will be our kursus.
the one we dread to go to.
and it starts at 9.3oam and ends at 4.30pm.
ohh myy godd.
please kill me. LOL.
and please please do not ask me to introduce myself in front of others.
im so gonna die. that is my number one phobia. no idea why im so shy infront of others.
just call my name, and my face will go red. so true. go ask my previous classmates.
hahaha.


im having an internet conflict with this typical idiotic minahrep in friendster.
she is the type who disturbs others in friendster.
when you view her, she'll take a look at your profile and she'll start commenting on what she saw.
she said i am old already and i still wanna step jambu at friendster.
my profile is private so she only sees one pic and my shoutout and she commented on that.
how lame can she be?
i am 17 and she says im old? LOL.
macam bodo gitu kan. guess shes blind and didn't see my age.
just because i hav a daughter and im old? bloody hell.
gangster internet. fierce siaa. takmo main main ngan dia. hahahaha.
and that will be the reason why i didn't set my other pictures as my primary photo.
she's using another girl's photo and the captions are so sialan one.
so better to be save than sorry. pity that girl too. she was the one targeted. then i clicked on this idiotic bitch's profile as she sent the girl countless hate comments. and now, shes targettin me.
go fuck a duck bloody cuntwhore. oh and if you're wonderin who she is, her nick in friendster is wani cck.


oh well, that will be all.
wonder why im bloggin in english today.
just felt like it.
LOL.
take care lovelies.