you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe
RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids.
I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.
CUPCAKE(S) DROPPIN BY
My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.
Sunday, June 10, 2007, 9:29 AM
what you showed me yesterday,really had an impact on me.
plus, my feelings for you.
i know it has decreased.
you should be surprised.
because all these time,
you thought my feelings for you will never change
no matter what you did.
well im telling you, that you're wrong now.
you did it once, we had a huge conflict and i forgave you.
and now, you did it again.
i will never forgive you.
don't you think of the consequences?
how my parents will react if they know?
you're thinking only bout yourself.
not me, not your daughter.
you can ruin your body and your skin for all i care.
the one who will face problems is you.
not me.
and i already make it clear to you.
i will never fork out money to help you if you ever regret doing it.
this thing that you consider small,
is huge to me.
regret hunnie. you should.
but i know, everything is a joke to you.
you don't know what is regret.
and im sure you don't even know the word trust.
i trusted you, when you said you'll never do it again.
but no, you still went ahead without my permission.
if your friend wants to do it, let him be.
he can ruin his fucking life for all i care.
i don't even care if he dies or whatsoever.
but you, you have a daughter mind you.
if you don't think about me, at least do think of her you fucking idiot.
if you wanna follow your friends, doing those nonsensical things which i know they will regret sooner or later, you can jolly well fuck the hell out of my life, and my daughter's.
and if you think i still love you like i was the day before yesterday,
THINK AGAIN.
you ruined everything.
you've dissapointed me, the girl who loved you so much.
the girl who went through pain, shame and sacrifices for you.
and of course, the girl who you love so much and the one you can't afford to lose.
the one you cried so hard for, the one you gave your everything.
yet, the one you dare to hurt and dissapoint.
nothing hurt me as much as these.
your flirtatious behaviour, your cheating, your lies and your friends being no. 1 in your list.
all these didn't hurt me as much as this did.
if you're wondering why, use your fucking brain and think.
i've simply had enough of shits.
should i reconsider about our big day?
no.
because i know i love you alot.
just, not as much as before.
and yes, you are the father to my child.
and, i've already considered your family as mine.
and, my family love you too much.
oh how hurt they will be if they knew.
im sure dad is gonna be so dissapointed in you.
and hell yeah, i ain't gonna help you if that happens.
you answer for your mistake, yourself.
my friends, don't ask me what happened here.
some of you may get it, some may not.
goodbye.