you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Saturday, June 16, 2007, 11:00 PM

if I let you go,i will never know,
What my life would be, holding you close to me.
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will i know..
if i let you go?

sounds familiar?
well this goes to my baby.
im having a hard time trying to love him as
much as i did before.
yet, when im with him im able to stay the same and communicate
with him like we normally do.
it seemed automatic.
LOL.
well, guess i've been with him too long to respond differently to his
words, hugs and kisses.
takes time to heal my broken heart.
but we're trying and i know its working slowly.

i felt so sad when he asked why i won't speak or even look at him.
i felt horrible when i kissed his hand and let go without even saying anything.
i felt like a bitch when i cursed him non stop and he just left the house with his daughter
without cursing me back.
who was this nana?
but like i said, we're trying.
and im sure, we will get there.

to my beloved girlfrens who advised and cheered me up,
thank q so much.
i love u guys too much.

and oh, maybe my big day will be postponed.
i'll call or msg u guys aites.

3 days to amp counselling.
urgggh.
malas betol ahh.

haha.
till next time babies.
and if my tagboard have been a bitch,
sorry ey.
i dunno what the fark is the prob.
and haqim, get well soon k !
tata.