you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.




Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 11:09 PM



i miss him so much.
a day with him was so not enough for me.
once a week.
yes, i only get to see him once a week.
its breaking my heart to be so far apart.

and yes, i have started to love him like before.
but i ain't gonna place high hopes on him and
trust him like an idiot again.
the trust is of course, gone.
i know he is gonna make me mad again very soon.
i know him too well.
but yes, when there is love,
there surely is forgiveness.
cheers to farah who got that into my head.
LOL.

what i really miss is our time together.
JUST THE TWO OF US.
see the pics above?
those precious moments.
awww how i miss them.
kat mana tuh ey?haha.
da tau diam diam ajer.
*winks*
well,
its frustrating enough that he has to work 6 days a week.
and it fuckin irritates me when he chose to still meet his
beloved friend whom he meets at werk everyday.
and yeah, i have to tag along.
tell me how angry you would be if you were me?
hmmm.
haha.

but really, im already used to it.
at least, he doesn't leave me out of their conversation.
thats good enough.
LOL.
and i know most of you will say,
ala..2 more months to go and i'll see him everyday.
yeah yeah.
but, nak now can not?
kekeke.

oh well,
im waiting for his mum's call.
nak go umah mak andam lerr.
huhuhu.
baju baju baju.
and i seriously can't wait!
*winks!*
and our rings, SK here we come.
70% discount man.
hahaha.
cheapskate siakk.
takpe.
pikir laki aku nih kaya sangat ke?
LOL.

and thank god, im getting better.
weeees.
btw tasha kush, i saw your friendster.
true or not?!
call aku laa bacen.
if it is true, im so fuckin happy for you.
the wait was worthwhile.
love ya okeh.
and i miss my yati and yanti very much liao.
jumpe fast okkehhh.
muahhhhs.

goodnight lovelies.