you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Sunday, June 3, 2007, 10:53 AM

been long since i've a proper update.
soon people.
soon.
when im done feeling so mad and unhappy with someone.

its so unlike me to have such a song at my blog.
but im just so damn into it.
the lyrics,
it seems like most of the words, are just the ones i've always wanted to voice out to him.
i love him alot.
i really do.
i feel something wenever i listen to this.
i dunno what.
lol.
okay, i know.
mushy mushy.

its weird, how u can feel so much for someone after so long.
and it gets more each day.
there were times when i was just so sick of us.
i wanted time, i wanted freedom and i was so upset with his ways.
trust me, he never did change.
since 2004 till now.
we've had the same problems for 3 long years.
but somehow, when i was on the verge of giving up,
he showed me something no other man could and never did before.
his love.
and that was enough for me.
i've never felt this way before.
my close friends,
im sure u know dat i've never been as happy as i am now.

i tried to let go.
and felt that enough is enough.
but i just keep on coming back to him.
his words, his tears and his eyes.
that, i can't resist.
as much as i wanted to leave,
i couldn't.
i hate lying to myself.
i still love him.
why should i leave and bear all the pain myself?

i understand the situation titi went through.
and also farah.
titi and farah as in, titi vok and farah foxy.
lol.
its like, we all went through the same stuff.
not for the same reasons.
but we just keep coming back to the man we love so much.
no matter what they did.
and like farah said,
when there is love, there is forgiveness.
its hard.
but its true.

i love you dandan.

;

i know.
mushy mushy.
but u'll know when u love someone so much.

haha.
oh well,
enough of this.
i'll update again.
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