you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Wednesday, June 6, 2007, 2:04 PM

aloha babies.
here i am again.
lol.

i know u guys are wondering what the hell happened.
no worries darlinks.
i simply freaked out.

i was really tired cos my girl was really grumpy yesterday.
well she's sick u see, and so she keeps throwing tantrums.
i was tired, irritated and i felt so lethargic.
then, i chatted with one of my girlfriends.
well she and hunnie used to have a thing for each other last time.
until i came along.
lol.
i got to know hunnie, his fren and her accidentally met after werk
and hang for a while.
it was nothing actually.
as i am on good terms with her despite our huge conflict 3 years ago.
well, i guess the stress was getting to me and of cos..
i overreacted.

u know, wen ur having troubles with ur daughter,
u expect him to be with u,
to be there to help u.
but he's working and i have nobody to turn to.
so i simply got irritated at the slightest thing.

well we're okeh now.
and im gonna miss him alot.

and if u guys didn't realise,
there was one pathetic bitch who commented at my previous update.
thinking she knows everything.
please ey, stop it ah.
tak pena ader matair ke?
doncha know people have their ups and downs?
tell u wat, 80% of my life with him have been such a bliss.
only 20% of it are some mistakes both him and i did.
lagi lagi kalau long term relationship.
mesti banyak dugaan.
duncha know that?
takmo baca terus pikir yang dia nih ada pompan lain.
takmo macam paham.
kalau kau bagos sangat, pandai sangat, bilang ah kau siape.
asal tak letak nama kau?

u know ur just a pain in the ass.
u may be some jealous bitch for all i know.
i know your trying to jeopardise our relationship.
but hey, he loves me alot.
and if that hurts u or makes u unhappy,
screw u.

and if your thinking of commenting again,
and saying that if he loves me,
why did he played behind my back countless times,
go ahead.
because if he didn't love me,
why did he keep coming back and ditch all those bitches for me?
so, kalau nak sakitkan hati aku pon, kenal kita rapat2 dulu okeh.
takmo asal boley cakap jer.
in one update, there can be many reasons behind it.

some people just can't see others happy.
get a life will you?