you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

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My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 10:06 PM

okeh babies..
im back!

blogger was being such a bitch!
semangat aku nak update pon da hilang..
so wait for another update ok..

oh well,
im currently feeling tired, lonely and angry.
all thanks to my jerk-ass boifey.

all he's busy with now is werk and frens.

werk was never a problem for me,
until his beloved friend, ayie work with him..

he kept telling me werk is hectic and tiring..
yet, EVERYDAY after work they still hang out..

im so fuckin pissed okeh..

well im happy ayie came back to us..

but please ey, its not a must for u to hang out with him 24/7 kan?
so what if its been 2years since u guys hang??

like i give a fuck gitu..
it was ayie's fault anyway..
and mind u, i was the one who stood by u wen ur

best friend of four years-ayie ditched u asshole!

i ditch my friends for u fucker..
appreciate that!

if it wasnt for our daughter,
i would have died of boredom sitting at home everyday!

and now when im giving u the cold shoulder,

u talk about love..

fuck love and fuck you!


oh waddehell..
i aint gonna waste my fuckin time thinkin
about an unappreciative jerk..

and so,
yesterday i went for an interview at TMFT..
tanah merah ferry terminal laa..
lol..

his aunt recommended me..

customer service..

ok laa tuh..

tak dapat suda..
aku pon tak sanggup nak keluar ruma
as early as 6 am..
lol..
and oh,his aunt hot laa ey.

huhuhu..

after that i met my beloved belo-yanti at her place.

took my pants which her mum has altered for me..
thankiew hor..

hanged out..

camwhored like theres no tomorrow..
then went off..

i love her laa..

shes the best camwhore partner ever..

lol..


okeh la,

im ending it here..

maybe i'll update tomorrow..
goodnight and byebye..