you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe


RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids. I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.

CUPCAKE(S) DROPPIN BY



My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.



Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 7:30 PM

i miss my girls so much.
each and every one of them.
some of them went through tough times.
and i wasn't there for them.
im sorry prettyheads.
i love all of you.
even though we had some rough moments among each other,
none of that could jeopardise our friendship.
for two years, we grew close and was there for one another.
you guys helped me pull through my hardest obstacle ever last year.
i've yet to thank you all.
just do know, i love u guys so much.



dearest lenna, i know ur hurtin a lot.
i noe we are not as close as last time.
but u were one of the first few frens i had in secondary school.
i know how it feels to love someone so much and lose him forever.
although i was kinda against u during ur past relationship,
i still care. i really do.



my bella, please make the right decision.
i don't want u to make the same mistake i and tasha did.
its not as easy as it looks.
i do love her.
but i have to sacrifice so many things.
how i wish i could still have my freedom.
and darl, do think of the consequences.
i know i've said i'll support u no matter what ur decision is.
but im not ready to face the fact that my fren is facing the same prob as i was.
cos i know, u are not ready for all these.
i love u so much, and i want u to be happy.
not everybody's parents is like mine and tasha's.
and the amount of money u'll need is alot.
im glad u have such a great sis.
how i wish i had a sis like wanie.
she's doing everything for u.
do hear out her advice.
all of us wants the best for u.
do make a wise decision my bella.



and lastly, my tasha.
i dunno where u've been.
whether ur out doin nonsensical or beneficial things.
i hope its the 2nd one.
your my best friend and the sister i never had.
i miss u so much.
do keep in touch my cintaa.



i really hope i can meet my girls one day.
this june maybe?
we should do some catching up.
love u all.
muachikiex!






so, his beloved fren gave him what he needs.
i dunno why.
but im so mad.
i feel like a loser.
i hate feeling like this.
i just feel so worthless and hopeless.
not being able to help him just sucks.
whatever, im sure he would prefer his fren's help anyway.



fuck everyone laa.
i feel neglected.
i feel cheated.
im angry.
im lonely.
i wanna kill haqim's girlfren.
i want money.
i want love.
i want care.
i want a hp.
i want someone to listen to my problems.
i want him to stop being with ayie all the time.
i just don't want to hear about ayie ayie ayie!!!!
i had enough!
might as well u just get married to ayie right fuck!
urggh, i want so many things yet i can't seem to have it.
i have so much anger in me now and i can't seem to find a way to vent it all out.
so blog, your my only solace.



goodbye la people.
no mood sial.
and aku macam nak tampar2 muka nuramira siak.
knnccb.
hahaha.
bye.