you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you were my air when i couldn't breathe
RiaSabrina/NanaCyber. Twenty. Married To My Teenage Sweetheart. Together For Almost Seven Years, Married For Nearly Four. Mum To Two Adorable Kids.
I Love Them To Death. They Are My Reason For Living.
CUPCAKE(S) DROPPIN BY
My Life, My Joy, My Everything.
My Dearest,Most Sweetest Husband, Ramadhan.
My Beautiful Daughter, Nur Alesha Adriana. 23nov06.
My Dashing Son, Muhammad Adryan Shah. 06dec07.
Monday, April 16, 2007, 2:31 PM
i've come to realise just how dull my blog has become.
the reason is?i hardly go out!
and there's totally nothing to update about.
and im just not too enthusiastic about bloggin
like i was last time.
hmmmms.
i apologise to my loyal readers out there for
these so UNinteresting updates.
lol.
i'll try to update more interesting stuff allright.
I'LL TRY LAA.
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well as u all can see,
i've come clean about my DAUGHTER.
there is her picture here in my blog.
well u see,
i was afraid of showing her last time.
u know la,with all those gossips mongers and kaypos
all around and everywhere.
but then,
i thought to myself.
this is MY blog.
it is everything about me and my life.
why should i really care?
i've chose this path.
i made this decision.
and i believe i was brave enough to have her.
why should i be scared of showing the one
why should i be scared of showing the one
i went all out to have?
and if u BITCHES and JERKS out there
have any comments to say about this entry,
THINK TWICE.
cos not every SIXTEEN year old girl can do
what I DID.
u need all the strength and support.
u need all the strength and support.
u need to be ready both mentally and physically.
abortion?
its not an option for me.
whoever who had done it before,
im not saying anything here.
don't get me wrong allright.
its just not an option FOR ME.
its just not an option FOR ME.
well cheers to those who went through what i went through.
i know how u feel if u had the same fear as i did.
i was afraid someone would call her names.
i was afraid people would look down on her.
i was afraid people will critiscize my family.
but look,
she's just an innocent little angel.
if u want to,
if u want to,
critiscize ME.
not her,not my family.
and u know what,
i seriously wouldn't give a damn.
i did a mistake.
i have realised it.
but i have no time for regrets.
my job is to take care of her,
until the day i die.
and if u have a problem with it,
u can go to hell.
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like finally,
its off my chest.
i kept it in for so long.
i kept it in for so long.
i thought i was gonna burst out soon.
lol.
and so,
my princess have been so grumpy lately.
no idea why.
it gets on my nerves at times.
it gets on my nerves at times.
but i know,
the fun is where the pain is.
ceh ceh.
and this is the first time im saying it here.
IM ENJOYING MOTHERHOOD!
haha.
become one and u'll know.
to others,
reach out for your dream.
achieve everything u want.
settle down.
and then start a family.
of course i won't be asking u to follow my footsteps.
my life is wasted.
but im still going for my dream.
those dear to me would know what im trying to achieve now.
once i have it,
then will i feel FULFILLED.
no worries for money.
lol.
this is it.
more to come.
and ohh,
my bebehs,
there will be pictures of esha coming up soon.
there will be pictures of esha coming up soon.
new ones yep.
nana.
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